emotional..

I think I'm having an emotional breakdown.. Without really knowing if it is that or not..
I look at bad tv series and cry.. and laugh.. and I get chicken skin..
I talk to people and it's the same.
I think I'm really lost.
One day really happy..
the other one bad..
Some days hiding others not..
With some people I feel safe and smily with others uncomfortable and insecure.
I have no idea why but it's just like that.
I think (or I know) it's because I'm afraid of the future..
So what can I do if not wait and see!
Think possitive, be possitive...