Josse my angel!

Life took me in it's arms directly when I arrived to Sweden.
My mum and sister waited for me with tears in their eyes when I came out the airport!
We spended the afternoon together and after I went to a small town up north called Mora.
Since I came there my lovely Josse has been taking care of me!
And belive or not! Life treats me really good!
I had some phonecalls from my love and my friends in Brussels, the driving classes I take goes good, my birthday is so far extremly nice, and tonight me and Josse goes to Borlänge to a music festival (a friend of mine got us tickets even though it's sold out!)
So I am happy, it is fun!
And I forgot how extremly beautyful Sweden is as a country..

empty..

I left..
I left my love this morning..
I left my friends..
my house..
my things..
I feel completly empty.

Now I'm in Kopenhagens airport.. It's weird..
Yesterday I was me, today I'm a weirdo at the airport with red eyes...

So life!? Whats your next plan for me? huh?

EXIT 6

Now it's done! The première!
And... It went great!! Complete success for all of us!
I'm so happy and proud over my class!
So now we have 4 more shows to just enjoy!!
I love it!

SUN!

The sun is back in Brussels!
I celebrate it with packing! my god I have a lot of things.. butI'm almost done..
Feels weird..
Tonight we have general run through of EXIT 6, tomorrow is the première...
My Love crisis feels abit better today.. I talked with my babe and my family! It always helps.. maybe Love isn't that bad after all...

?

Thoughts thats in my head for the moment is Love..
I hate Love.
Love makes you weak, Love always makes you disapionted, with love you always ask questions but you'll never get the answers.
I allowed my self to fall in love, WHY?
Love never lasts anyway..
I feel betrayed.
Love betrayed me.
Never trust Love, you will only get hurt.

So how come the best thing that can happen to you is Love?

Late nights..

Just wanted to give you the latest news..
Rehearsing, waiting, waiting, rehearsing, singing, playing, rehearsing, laughing, rehearsing, crying, waiting, rehearsing!

Thats how my days/nights looks like!
But it's gonna be a good show!

Time flyes and I don't have any time to be social.. thats the only thing I miss..
I miss my babe..
and Stina and Emiliano..

10 days left = ENJOY!

hmm...

I read Pernillas blog today and she did this test.. You answer 45 questions and then you see witch movie you are... don't ask me how you can be a movie but I became

What Classic Movie Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

don't know.. I guess it's kind of true..

you tell me..

Finally sun again!

This weekend has been overcast but warm, but today the sun is shining!! Jihu! Maybee I have time to just enjoy the sun a bit!

Josse finally arrived after all her adventures on the way here and we had a really nice girl weekend with a great party at Sandra and Nils place friday, a shopping day saturday and a lazy sunday with some candy and movies! Can it be better!?
Pedro, Stina and Emiliano spended the whole weekend in Italy and they are coming home today! I hope thay had a great time and comes back full of energy! Because they where completly dead when they left..

Today the "big" work starts, we gonna start rehears "EXIT 6". It's gonna be late nights.. we start at 13 everyday and between 16-18 we do the transisions (my work..) and at 21.30 we do a run through every night.. So I better keep my head cold and stay possitive!
I hope I won't get to affected by the fact that I can't do anything special..

THIS makes me so upset I hope they will catch the bastards who did it... (it's in swedish..)

...29/6 2007...

Today it's is the swedish national day! Hip hip hurray! Josse celebrates it by taking the wrong train from the airport so she is lost in Belgium! hahaha..

In 23 days it's my 25th birthday, (the 29th of june!) 25 it's old...
anyway if you feel like buying me a gift I will be more than happy!!
on my wishing list:

my driverslicense..
a car..
a GPS..
free gasoline..
that I can go back to Portugal this summer..
clothes..
a better, stronger back..
games.. (NOT computer games, real ones!)
bubbles..
a happy life..
fun things..
hugs..

(Pedro wants the same as me but computergames and no bubbles and no hugs, because thats girly.. a new computer or a new battery cord, and if he doesn't get a car and a licence he doesn't want a GPS.. and he want loads of money..)