Here they are..

Pedro and Pacman








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Pacman & Pumpkin









Anna and Pumpkin










Pumpkin

Pacman and Pumpkin

Life is happier again!
I play with my new loves Pacman and Pumpkin every day after school! I will soon publish some pictures so you all can see them! I love them both! (Pedro bought me my one "octodon" so I don't have to steal his and so we can have babys!) We also bought them a BIG cage so now they have a whole paradise for them selves! hi hi.. they are soo cute!
Tomorrow I finally will have my money so I can start to live like a normal person again.. A give a big thanks to my "sugar daddy" Pedro who has been feeding me so I didn't have to starv.. (And to Lotta and Nils also.. and mum and dad off course..and all who borrowed me money since june..)
Anyhow the training is going better but I still need to sort some things out.. My back is in pain but in three days it's holiday wich meens rest so I will survive this time also! It's hard to get me out of this world!

Today we had a meeting about Togo! We gonna live the whole class in one house with three bedrooms.. I will live with Luca, Gert and François!
We will start every morning at eight with yoga and then dance, in the afternoons we will learn how to play drums! JIHUU!! Sounds great for me! And in the weekends we will vistit some cool places that has to be seen!
There is almost impossible to find internet café there so I guess I won't be able to blog from there.. But if you want a postcard write you adress in a comment and I will send you one!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Another hard day! This morning I didn't go to the acrobatics so when I came to school my teacher told me that I have to go to all classes and bla bla bla... I KNOW but sometimes you have to skip classes to survive... or??
The day passed.. I fixed the bar with Paolo, sewed my skirt to the show tomorrow, had a runthrough with light and sounds..
Completly dead at 20.30 I went to Pedros place and suddenly it felt like my birthday!
He bought a "octodon" a kind of a rat for us! But its gonna live at his place! It sooo cute! we don't have a name yet.. Then he made pizza for us (super good) then Vio and Vlad gave me a late birthdaypresent!! A toilet seat!!! JOHOO!! for everyone who doesn't know mine has been broken for almost a year.. And CSN finally decided to give me my money so on wednesday I will be rich!
Now we gonna play Tarot!!
I love when you suddenly have a suprise birthday!

Pedro har långt hår!

Right now my life is more down than up.. There is always somethings that are not as you want them to be.. Some people say it's growing up.. Whatever it is I don't like it. But since I'm "grown up" now I have to deal with it and stand up for who and what I am. Except for all that it's ok. I had french class today and belive it or not but it makes me happy and I like it!
On saturday I gonna perform! I hope it will be ok! Tomorrow I'm gonna skip some school to go and buy some stuff I need for the show!
CSN also finally decided to give me my money.. They just didn't say when.. I hope soon!
Now I will see a movie with my sick little friend who has the longest hair in school!!

Useless..

Some days you'r just not able to do anything usefull..
Today I have a day like that..
I'm too stressed and have to much to do so I end up doing nothing..
It doesn't really make a sence..
Tonight is a big party at Quintins place, he is a guy that went to esac a couple of years ago, they say it's gonna be the party of the year but I think I will stay home. I'm to tired..
I tried to start on my costume for next week but I need a zipper and I don't have one and I went to see in the stores around me and they don't have it either.. So now I don't know how I will do it anymore..
MUM! where are you when I need you? My mum, she is the best, she has everything. I would ask her to help me and she would say "Jag brinner av lust" , smile and help me! But now she is not here..
HELP!

God..

Oh la la la!
Yesterday morning we went half the class to take our vaccin for the trip to africa! And I hade to take 5 things like yellow fever, polio, hepatit A B and so on.. so my arms died. Yesterday was ok I was just a bit dissy but this morning my left arm left me.. (hihi) I had so much pain, I couldn't lift it or move it, so today I did absolutly nothing.. I went running for 45 minutes thats all.. Now the arm is a bit better.. It should be illegal to inject so much in the arms at the same time..

After school we had the french class! It's really nice as normal! Today we talked about the time and bad luck on friday the 13th.. (tomorrow) and some more verbs to learn! In two weeks we will have a test.. I dont like tests they make me nervous! But at least it cant be worse than the first one! haha.. I had 13/35.. oups..

Anyway I went to Pedro after and on my way there I found a hamster cage! For you who doesn't know we have been talking for months that we want to buy hamster/rat! And now I found one just on the street completly new! For free!
It must be God telling me that I really should buy one!

Good night party people!

Complaining

Now I had the canadian people living at my place since last sunday! It has been wonderfull! I love them! We had a lot of fun and tomorrow morning thay leave.. I'm gonna miss them a lot!

Last weekend was great! On the saturday me and Pedro was baby sitting the kids of Angelique (our dance teacher, the best! I love her..) Sheila 4 years and Miguel 2 years! It was really funny but oh my God they have a lot of energy! In the evening we saw the show that some students from our school made with the canadian students and after that it was a hugh party at Benjamins place, everyone was happy and very drunk. I can tell you that there was many who exchanged saliva that night! I was more drunk than I have been for years and I loved it! It was super fun!
Sunday I have to admit that I was a bit hangover though.. We went like 20 people to see a show in Tournai (its 1 hour by train) it was a really nice show. The only thing not nice was my headache!

Today has been a bad day for me though.. First my grandpa' (farfar) is very sick, he probably had a stroke but we don't know yet.. he is at the hospital, the cradle is in one way good but in another way not good at all.. it's too complicated and too late to explain now, but I feel like shit about it. And me and Lotta are afraid of our neighbour.. she is scary and complains alot..

Anyhow I hope I will sleep tonight because yesterday I couldn't..
And I hope my bad luck with life will turn around and continue like normal..

Nisse, I dedicate this for you..
Everyone has to lissen to this, I never heard anything better..
WING

Sing along..

FRENCH:
Hahaha.. Today I was at my first french class for the year! We gonna have it every tuesday and thursday night until february! I can describe it in a couple of words.. HAHAHAHA... It was really nice, we are around twenty people in all ages and shapes and nationalitys. Today we talked mostly about the body parts and being sick, we sang a really funny song for kids (head, shoulders, knee and feet, knee and feet a.s.o.) I couldn't sing because I laught so much. And we also worked two by two and we were supposed to pretend that one was doctor and the otherone sick/injured. I worked with a small Polish guy around 40.. He didn't understand or talked at all so I was both doctor and sick/injured and talked mostly with my self when I was not laughing at Tim or Nils..
So I think it will be great and I will learn alot! Our teacher is really nice! She is only three years older than my sister but she could be 756453 years older! By the look I mean.
CANADA:
This sunday three students from the school in Montreal arrived, two of them are living at my and Lottas place. Masha and Phillip! They are really nice and cool people, they are here for one week to do a small show with some people from our school.. After chistmas some people from our school are going there and so on...
But (haha.. I said but..) it's nice to have some people in the house! And they gave me and Pedro got free tickets too "Alegria" tomorrow night! JIHUU!
SCHOOL:
The work in the cradle is going good! We work good and we started to try some new ideas! Tomorrow we gonna fix our technical part and then the artistic! I think it's gonna be good! I can not tell you our ideas yet.. as you understand.
FAMILY:
My sisters cat came back yesterday! Jihuu!! And she bought one and a half horse! The horse is gonna have a baby horse in may..
My father is going to Riga tomorrow to work for a week, my mum is trying to sell some art in china or something so she is just generally happy!
NILS:
I want your lexicon...
My extreem tracker doesnt work.. HELP!
TIM:
My skype is in german.. HELP!